I have been feeling happy lately. I don't want to end this feeling soon. It is probably because my hubby has not been in as much pain recently. He doesn't feel completely well yet but he is definitely feeling much better than the last couple of months. I was very scared at that time. I broke down many times and thought that I was going to be hospitalized as well. The situation was too much to handle for me. It was very difficult. Now I know how hard it is to live far away from your loved ones. In times like these, they are a great comfort.